Because I'm a Girl

 Because you can't read my mind OR I don't know you well enough?

Hello peeps! I had turned emo these few days. So, I gonna post some emo stuffs. Let me craps abit den.

Since I had be borned as a girl, I always thought that love is everything. I guess other girls outside there might be the same with me. Or some might disagree. Whatever. Let me continue. Men's heart are difficult to understand. They tell you that they want you, but later they leave you without any words. You should have told me that you didn't like me anymore. But you can't say it out loud. The only thing you did to me is rushed towards me. But because we are too naive and thought that he's everything, so we trusted them. A girl always says that she won't be fooled again but she does fall in love again after sometimes. Some men, they might get bored of you and finally they leave you.

P/S : Dont take advantages of a girl's willingness. We will do anything to be loved. And yet, to be loved was so hard. And sometimes do hurt us. Sigh. I always hope that miracle will happen between us.

You told me you wanted me to be happy and to find a better person than you. Actually you hurt me the most. You're just like every other man outside there. Didn't you tell me you loved me? Actually I don't want you to be happy. What if you meet a girl who's prettier than me and live happily with her? What if you have forget me and that hurts me so much...So much that I even feel like dying....when I still love you. Although I will curse you, I'll still missing you.

It's seems to be an excuse that I'm waiting for you. I hate to be burden to you but I will keep holding on to you. Your warm smile embraces me. Perhaps this is love? Even though I try to close my eyes, I can only see you. I'm walking in the memories of being with you. My heart is brimming with tears. Even if my heart stops, I don't think so it'll hurt this much. All of a sudden, my tears flow without knowing it. I'll be waiting for you. No matter what, I won't show you my painful tears. Because you let me know what is LOVE all about. You're the person who taught me LOVE. Fullstop.

IN Love with...

Jason Chen!! He is so so so awesome! I guess everyone with fall in love with him after listening to his songs! I just can't stop listening to his songs especially "Tong Hua". You will definitely love his songs too! Try to search through Youtube.

This picture I found it through Google Search. Handsome right? Wat a guy. Handsome yet cool.

Moving On..



I haven took my lunch yet so I planned to cook myself sausages!! I went to my kitchen and I found out that I don't know how to use the stove. FYI, I can't cook! FML. So, I planned to cook the sausages using toaster. Sounds cool right? What a bad hare day. I mixed the sausages with soya sauce and pepper! Worst eva sausages that I had tasted!. 

This turned up after I toasted it.

Look great izit? But taste bad. = ="

I'm still starving right now. LOL

Off for movies. Bye people! =)



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Hello people!

Imma miss HIM! >.<

btw.. thanks people for reading my bloggie.

The number of readers increase alot since the last few days.

I'll continue to edit my blog till satisfied my readers. =)

It's already one week I'm at hometown.

Time pass so fast! FML

Gonna get my final result soon. Screwed up!

Didn't do well for my finals. LOL

 I gonna leave my hometown and back to kl after my sem break.

I don't think so I'll be back here till Chinese New Year. Sigh. =((

FYI, I'm from Perak. People keep on asking me where am I from.

GTG den. Tata! =))

XOXO

Three words. Eight letters. Had been inside me for so long. I really wanna tell you but I'm afraid. I guess you are the same with me. Izit it? I don't know you'll be so important to me when I first met you. You're just a simple guy, same with other guys in the world. But your heart is different. You're caring person. You do care my feelings. When I was down, you are always by my side. You are the one who let me know what is love about. You make my world goes round. But people around us make me stop from being too close with you. Sorry for everything. Sorry for falling in love for you. I will let you know that I'm strong enough to move on without you by my side.

I Love you.

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Hey people!
Seriously, I soon gonna bored till dead. My routine for these few days are juz eating, sleeping, watching tv and onlineee!!! FML.

These picta shows you how bored am I.Christmas is near! Yeah!

In a sudden I want Snow Flakes!!! >.< hmm..hope that I will have one of it now.. =(( And also JOJO Pan Mee!!

Dinner time! See ya. =D

My Girlfriend is Gumiho

Okay people. Let me recommend you this Korea Drama.

"My Girlfriend is Gumiho"

Touching movie. The story is about a fox who wanna become a human. And finally she fall for a guy. And the guy finally realised how much she meant to him! Love Lee Seung Gi so much! He's cute. I will rate this drama 8/10. So, Korea fans! Is a must for you to watch this drama.

BTW..the OST is nice too! Especially " The Person I Love". Is such a meaningful song. So, enjoy the drama and also the OST. Teehee. =)

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Sigh. Sat for the whole day to edit my blog. Quite a tiring job. But i satisfied with what i have now. Gonna edit more tommorow. hmm.. Wat have i did for these few days? Yeah!! MOVIE. Watched Harry Potter with Zhizi. Finally we met up! Almost half a year..i think more than that we have not meet. Backed to the movie. I'll rate it 9/10. I kinda enjoyed the movie. Dobby!! He died. =( The part is so touching. The next movie i wanna watch is RAPUNZEL!!! I love her long hair. But i don't wish to have it. Is too long. I don't know how to care it.

I be wondering wat i gonna do for this two weeks. Most of my friends didn't come back. So i guess, I gonna spend my time sitting at home and online. FML. Sister when Bali this Friday. I wish I will follow her. Sigh. BTW..enjoy urself there! =))

Can't wait for the trip with my college friends. Finally my parents allow me to join the trip after a long long persuasion. YEAH! Till den. Peace. =D

Hometown.

I'm backed to Ayer Tawar. LOVE the feeling of being at home. will continue to blog at night. see ya.