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Finally I can blog! I know is my mistake to leave my blog updated! Sorry readers. I so so busy that sometimes my time to online is so limited. Degree life totally different. Praise the Lord that this semester gonna end in one month time. I WANT HOLIDAY. Is a must. So ya people, gonna start my revision soon. REAL SOON. Finals in 3 weeks time. Shall have a proper post next time. or maybe tomorrow.

Shall update my blog soon. Really soon. 

I miss you, love. =)

1st May!

So ya! People, I know my blog are seriously so so death. Shot me pls. I don't feel like blogging lately. But in the mist of now where now, and Imma got no idea what to do, so blogging time! Suppose to be doing some research about my marketing presentation, but end up, blogging. Whateva.
I know readers, you guys had been refresh the page of my blog over and over again. Yea, still the same. So today, I gonna squeeze everything into this one post. Bear with me kay?

1. It's labour day! woohoo! No differences to me. I'm not working btw. ( *ishh* my sista keeps on listening to Heart to Heart song by 4minute) So irritating. =/

2. College life seriously stressed me to the max! I can't take it and finally I broke down into tears! Omgosh! I know it;'s embrassing but i can't take it. too stressed to have this kind of group members. seriously, I won't eva reconsider again if you wanna ask me to join your group. a big NO!

3. Backed to my hometown for 2 weeks continously. HAHAHA! Bored to be at KL during weekends. So the best idea is run back to my hometown. I so so independent lately. Learnt how to take Lrt and RapidKL backed to my campus from Puduraya. No easy kay!? With my luggages. Feel like no next time. btw, at least I learnt to be more independent right?

4. Went i-city last Friday just to go and have a look on the Kpop dance competition. My cousin sister is a best place for couple to go for date! LMAO. Overall was cool and fun! Progression won again. One of the group members ( a friend of mine HowHow) said that they went there for fun. LOL. But seriously, I guess everyone enjoyed watching their performance. Their attires so cute can die. Too bad. I didn't took any pictures with them. They won champion btw.

5. My face is curing! whee~~ I need to go through the peeling process which I hate the most. I wish could just stay at home until my face cure 100%.

Shall update my blog more often! Stay tuned! =)

♥

Mistake that everyone will make.

Which is fall for a wrong person. ♥

Just a beautiful lies.

Hello love. How are you lately? I guess I miss you.
Passed by the place when we used to chill. In all sudden, I felt I'm so stupid. Why should I trusted you? Why should we start since we know we wouldn't last longer? Why is you? why why why?

But I knew is just a lie. A fool. A stupid joke that I know I shouldn't listen to. But I refused. I wanna played the game. And now, I lost. But somehow I know is still the best. I guess is not you. You're just too sudden to appear in my life. Just a shadow. Shadow that I know it will gone one day. Yea. Gone now.

But I know. You're doing fine now. I will move on. Will continue with my life. Don't worry. I guess I doing fine now. Don't call or msg me. Just pretend that you don't know me even we shall meet. Let's be strangers. Let's don't bumped with each other. Let's dont talk to each other. Let's not feel awkward. Let's forget the past. The moment we're together. Forget the past and you.

Memories are still memories. We once loved each other. And now we are strangers. Bye loves.

Player

I heard you're a player.

So let's play a game.

Let's sweet talk.

Let's play fight.

Let's talk 24/7.

Let's tell each other good morning and good night every day.

Let's take walk together.

Let's hang out with each oher's friends.

Let's talk on the phone all night long.

Let's hold each other.

Let's kiss and hug.

And whoever falls in love first?

Loses.

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Back to the things I done. ♥

The Siamese twins! We can really laugh for no reason. 

Hello love!

Okay. I gonna blog now! Right now. My bestie keeps on persued me to blog. So, let me craps a bit den. I had gone through the most difficult part ever in my life. Thing doesn't seem goes well lately. Okay. whatever. I shall still move on. Seperated with all my foundation gangs seem like my days gonna be so lifeless. I missed the moments we used to laugh in the class. But now, everyone seem to be so new to me. I can't adopt the situation. So lifeless that I barely talked to anyone in the class. Doesn't mean that I proud or I dumb, I just feel not so comfortable. Give me time kay? Will get use to it sooner or later. Okay, my brain is not functioning now since it's already 12.30am and yet I craps here. Good! I'm having class 2moro. So ya, hopes everything goes well. Shall do a proper update soon! People, bear with me!

Nights! ♥

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Hello love.

I know I'm the one to be blame that I leave my blog so dead lately. Sorry for being so lazy. *Give myself a big tight slap*. Okay, done! Things changed alot recently. I can felt the sudden overlapping in my life. Things that I have never expected happened in all sudden and vice versa. Maybe is just me had been dreaming too much. Too high expectation. Too many demand instead of giving out. I started to cherish the moments. The moments that will never ever being erased away from my mind. The moments that we used to laugh together. Share our dreams, our goals and all those stupid stuff. I know, I shouldn't turn back. I know the further is waiting for me. But the pathways you dragged me in is too hard for me to move on. You want me to be the one you ever thought of. But I am just me. I just want to be myself. So stop asking me to change. I comfort with what I am now. pls.

You told me that I'm your BFF. But why? After all, you started to turn you back towards me? Have I did something wrong or mistakes that you don't like? I won't know what the problem that lies between  us until you tell me. Pls. I'm a human too. I have feelings. I cried like all those girls did. Because I'm fragile.
P/S: You know who you are.

And lastly, I felt like disactivate my blog. I don't know why. Don't feel like blogging. But people, what's your opinion? Tell me. And maybe I will think twice.

The people that make my world goes round and also my fb current profile picture.

Till den.

Love & Peace.

If I was blind

Hello! Sometimes I wish I was just blind. Wat's really happening around, I don't want to know or even see it. Saw something that I really don't want to see today. I knew I might hurt so much although it took time to heal the pain that really lies deep inside my heart. Is not you. But the picture that hurt. That gives me a huge impact. Is just like got shot by bullet. You won't know the pain that I felt. You won't know the tears that rolled down from my eyes hurts so much. But all I could ever do is just watch you leave. The foot-steps that you left behind. I know it's hurt. But all I can do is just hide my feeling. Because I won't want to burden you.

原來我最愛的人是你不是他♥

Hello love.

Hello love.

So ya people? Miss me not? I guess I miss my blog lots. Time passed so so effing fast. Seems like everyone back to their daily hectic life, isn't it? I guess mine gonna be so soon. 3 weeks breaks finally come to an end. Next week gonna be my orientation day! Horray. This is wat I like the most. Bcos I don't need to study. Slap me pls. Imma is getting lazier. omgosh. btw, I guess only Queenie and I take Commerce huh? (I mean in 3.7) People, tell me pls if you guys take Commerce too. Going back to college 2moro. Doing all the registration thingy. Hope everything will done quickly. *finger crossed*.

Spotted the picture? Finally done it after 3 weeks. LOL. Hope I will paint more next time.

Wanna buy myself a camera after looking at this picture. my handphone camera sucks. gosh.

How are you lately? Miss me like how I did?
Take care.

Till den.

it's GREEN

Hello peeps! Seems like it had been a while I didn't craps here. So readers, bear with me. =P
Do you guys spotted any differences in the picture? Yea. my hair. I dyed it almost dark dark brown just now. Cos I look so "lala" with those super super blone hair. serious. My mum did complained about my hair. LOL. But somehow I prefer black. But my mum said I will look super pale if I dye black. So, slightly better, dark brown. Actually I did put some highlight right bottom of my hair. Is green. Believe it? But in this picture didn't really can see it. nvm. hmm.. I quite worried about my highlight part, because I need to bleach it. omg. I know the green colour will faded and turn out to be so so blonde. But I don't care. I like my green hair now. I told my mum that I looked like Sailor Moon. LOL. (if you guys watched Cartoon last time, you will know)

Till den.

I love my hair.

facts about you

I'm sorry that I constantly want to talk with you.

I'm sorry that when you take long to reply my msg, I get sad.

I'm sorry if I say things that might piss you off.

 I'm sorry if I come off as annoying.

I'm sorry if you don't wanna talk to me as much as I wanna talk to you.

I'm sorry if I think about you too much and too often.

I'm sorry if I tell you about my pointless drama when you don't really care.

I'm sorry if I come off as being clingy, but its just me

missing you.

Random post

xoxo

The V-day.

Miss me? So ya, people. V-day is coming. How do you guys gonna celebrate? Buying gift to each other? Having a romantic dinner? What-so-eva!

To all the single ladies, you gonna celebrate V-day soon. Same as me. hahaha! SOON.

Imma sick again. Yea. As usual. LOL. btw, degree course starts next week. People! I'm excited to meet you guys. 3.7! So ya, finally I had make up my mind. Commerce den. Hope I can cope it well.

Till den.

Off for lunch.

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I know I look cacat in the picta. So, just ignore it.

Hello peepo! So people? How's life? How's CNY? Great? I guess this year CNY celebration is not really grand as what I'm expected. Since my parents went to China, my siblings followed our uncle and aunty to Mallaca. So ya, Mallaca rocks! Didn't when there for ages. Oh ya, btw, imma result gonna release 2moro! Wish me luck. Hao kang jiung!! LOL. I guess I gonna rot soon staying at home doing nothing. Except painting! Whee~~ Hope I will finish up my art ASAP. Gonna show you guys next time. fyi, my bangs refuse to get long! Argh.. I want my long long fringe. =/

Till den. People, don't miss me. Gonna do a proper update soon. Yeah really soon.

The last chapter.

Hello peepo! Put the blame on me that my blog really really are dead recently. hahaha! I'm busy!! But idk what actually I had been doing these few days. So, move on with my life. hmm.. Foundation finally end. The end of the last chapter. I had learnt more than I expected. Exclude the education part. hehehe >.<

Maybe this is all abot friendships. Friendship plays an important roles in our life. really. trust me. idk how some others people will live on without any friends. WEIRDO. They colour your life. Maybe sometimes friends will bring you tears, but no matter how, true friends will always right beside you and cheer you up.

Me and my dearest juvee!

So, this is how we really cherished the last moment when we were in tbf 2010. Had our very last paper which is BST from 9 to 11am. When straight to Sunway Pyramid to celebrate and also makan! Went to Shogun! Guess what, I not feeling well that day. Didn't ate much except drinking tonnes of green tea.

So, sent WeiSiang to Subang airport to catch for his flight back to Langkawi at 2 something. Can't really remember. Looking the back of him walking away really sad. Maybe the friendship we cherished wouldn't be the same in degree. Kay, we went for movie!! Shaolin. What I know is the entire movie is about fighting. Killing each others. YUCK! And also, no matter what chinese movies, I can't understand a single thing. My chinese are getting worst. omg!

So, after all we went backed to where we belong to. Finally it had came to an end. I will miss you guys especially 3.7! See you guys in degree!

Some random pictures took by one of our classmates, Jenn Yet.

 

 

3.7 is the best!

Sending WeiSiang off!

I love this picta the most!

till den.

Happy Chinese New Year.

230111

Hello peepo!! I too lazy to update my blog. really. It had been so dead lately. idk what's wrong with me. Maybe because finals is around the corner? CNY mood? idk. fml again and again. So ya, promise myself not to scold any rude words. opps. =X

So, how's life going on my readers? You will found out that I had been not emo-ed lately. Life still need to move on right? What's the point holding something that you already know the result? What will you get the end? Only painess and sadness. So, let it go before you get more hurt. You need to give and take sometimes. Not everything gonna be fairytales. Living in the wonderland. NOOOO!!! Wake up man! It's life. Somehow, I knew I quite emo last year. 2011 is gonna be a cheerful one for me. wheee!!

Oh ya., I won a Kaspersky Anti-Virus last week. My luck is depends on Melissa. Always, we won all those lucky draw together. Yeah! TOGETHER. Previously, both of us won the lucky draw in Halluyu Festival, so now in u-online talent show. How lucky are we. Bhahahaha (evil laugh).

Shopping malls seems to be so crowded lately. Everyone went for the CNY shopping. me want too! =( Although my family didn't really celebrate CNY, but at least we have reunion dinner every year. I'm Chinese too kay! >.< My aunty bought me a cute Minnie Mouse jacket from UNIQLO. And also heels from Vincci. As I always wanna buy one for myself. I love heels although I know I will look super tall when I wear it. Of cos GIRLS LOVE HEELS. Izit? Love them lots.

Got a new toy which make my day. whee! Gonna show you guys on my next post.

I love my life! So, do you?

I missed my long fringe. Serious. I wonder how long will it take to be this long? =(

You are Irreplaceable

Hello peepo!! I'm doing my revision now. But I don't seems to be concentrate with my studies. fml. Had a great outing with cousins and friends yesterday. We went to Sunway Pyramid. fyi, it's public holiday and the shopping mall was super crowded. Went for movie. HOMECOMING. I would rate it 6/10 maybe ? btw, I can't really understand Chinese well. So ya! People laughing I stunted! Because idk what they laughing about. LOL. Should have improve my Chinese. Should actually meet up with one of my friends yesterday but I ffk you. SO SORRY!! next time kay? ( you know who you are ) I still wanna watch Great Day! Anyone wanna date me? Me want to watch!!

Finals is in 4 days time! fml again. =.= "

Till den!

If the world still spinning.

When the whole world blame you.

 I will be the one to defend all the arguments and misunderstand. Because it's just me. 

I'm still holding on to something that I know will never happen. 

My Poker Face

You can't read my poker face.

You decision is too complicated. The signal is not clear enough for me.

Peepsss!! How's life? My schedule for the whole week are full. OMG. After two weeks I gonna be free for almost one month before I continue my degree. bla bla bla. KL has no CNY mood. =( I miss my hometown! Oh ya! I'm still creeping here although I having my final exams in two weeks time and Imma still haven touch my books yet. fml. Gonna do a proper update soon! =D

Dream that I wish I won't awake forever

Readers! Please bare with me. Today gonna be a long post. I have tonnes to say. But it's hard for me to express myself.So, here its goes....


From my previous post, I told you guys that I'm working right? Yeah! I really did. Student helper. LOL!
I know it's lame. If you went to the Campus Day on last weekends in Taylor's University, you definitely will spot me standing there. Kinda fun. But so so tired after standing for the whole day. fml. I didn't sleep well the night before because I was super excited for my very first job! End up, having a panda eyes the next day. People! Sorry if I scared you on the Campus Day! =) All of us ( Me, BeiEr, Eva and Pizheng ) super exhausted on the very first day. Even worst, after my whole body and brain are not functioning, I need to finish up the assignment which used brain lots! Kay. whateva! Finished also at last. Second day of working not really tiring. Because not that many people as we expected. Weee!! =D just walking around. LOL! But I really did enjoyed myself during the Campus Day. Although quite tiring but it's fun!!
(Sorry guys! No picta taken during that day. Imma seriously forgot bout it)


Moving on, college stuff! Oh ya.! I'm having a room. Single room! Yeah. Finally, I got my own room here. I prefer here than the previous one. Not that the previous one is not good, but I like having my own room like I did in my hometown. Although I shared with my sista, but most of the time she's not around. So, it became mine,. hehehe ERM.. but the cons of staying here is, we need to share toilet. f***! I dislike it. For sure you guys agree with me right? For me hygience comes first. Whateva, I gonna bared with it den. LOL

After everything, my stupiak life gonna end. fml. Somehow I still prefer my foundation year. IDK what's gonna happen during my degree year. Super excited too! Gonna end in 2 weeks time. Yea. I don't know what's my feeling btw. I guess I gonna miss my classmates. Crazy mates! Time passes like super super fast. The day when I first entered Taylor's University like just happened yesterday. And, the day I gonna graduate from foundation is like tommorow. Thank you for everything my crazy friends. I did learnt alot, being more mature, speaks more Chinese, doing those crazy stuffs. I will remember it no matter how long is it. Friendship do last forever. Agree? Somehow, I wish I could really got more than 24 hours per day. I really don't have enough time to do everything in a day. If only I can have extra time in a day. hmm...

This picta appears from no where. So, I upload it. btw, beside me is my sista. I didn't crop the picta. Sorry sis! =)

Till den! Exams in 2 weeks time. fml.

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Hello peeps! Finally I got to do this proper update since imma is super super bored. Things didn't go well these few days. I had been suffering from headache past 3 weeks. Luckily I'm alright now. But things get even worst. My whole face turned red. If you spotted me at college or what-so-eva place, you will know. Allergic. fml. fyi, my skin super super allergic. But idk why this time is my face. People around me keep on asking me whether am I too stress. I'm not actually. I dont want to be like this anymore. I can't go under sun. I'm those vampires that can't go under sun. I will tried to avoid from walking under sun. I look like those china girl with stupiak reddish face. All those little thingy like pimple pokes up all over my face. But it's not pimples. Worst than those pimples. My mom was so so worried about me and even asked me to go back my hometown. But I can't. Working during this weekends. =( I do wish to go back hometown. Life in hostel are seriously boring. Bored till I wanna crawl on the floor. Imagine you staying in a small room from afternoon till night without any entertainment. Pissed off right?

Next week gonna be a busy week again. OP2. sigh. Wanna do the best in all those assignment since my mid term definitely "flyyyyy". haiz. srewed ECSF03. Imma feel like gonna bang wall soon. Who wanna bang together with me? Welcome to the banging group.

I think I don't have the fate with Grub Bistro restaurant in my college. No matter how many times I been there, I always got diarrhea the next day. fml. Thing did went well too for today. I realised that I didn't changed the alignment for my JR2 since I so so pro and scolded my friend when he didn't changed it. So, I planned to run back to my hostel and quickly done it. But, finally I made up my mind to retype everything during BST lab. So, I managed to finish it around 10 minutes. Pro right? LOL. only 200 words. I ran to Ms. Teh office but she not around. So, I just throwed into her office. When I reached the lab, all those hackers sat in front my computer. I like wtf??? They hacked my facebook account. So, if you guys found those zi lian post in my facebook profile, definitely not me writing it. I'nm not so zi lian. Later people throw eggs to me. LOL.

 P/S : To all those hackers, remember not to leave your facebook open there, you wont know what happening next. =P

Wish me luck for tomorrow. I'm working! For my very first time. I hope I won't get mess around. Teehee. Stay tuned for my next post. Gonna post about my very very first working. Till den.



I'm just too bored. A picture to entertain you guys. Goodnight people. =)



Maybe Its Love

My blog are so so dead lately. I know. Imma busy with all those assignments stuff. fml. I hope all those assignment will be like a piece of cake. Everything will be alright after 3 weeks more.

So...

Foundation End!! OMGosh!!

I can't believe that I gonna turn 19 this years. I still wanna be sweet 18!

2010 is the past.

2011 is the present

2012 is my FUTURE.

Will do a proper update when I'm free.

Stay tuned!

SMILE as if it never happen before.

I miss the moment I used to burst into laughter.

Is 3rd January 2011.

Time pass damn fast. I will fully use my time. I promise!

Will update my blog soon!

Bye Peeps. =)

Looking Forward

Hello 2011 ♥

How's you guys celebrated countdown? I celebrated at home with my family. Watched those Korea and Taiwan celebrities. Yeah! They are cool. Malaysian are cool too right?

I have a lot of wishlist to do in this year! Of cos some of them are privacy.

1. Hope my parents and family members will stay healthy always.
2. Won't get sick anymore!
3. Do well in my studies is a must.
4. Need to start earning my own money. I want to be more independent.
5. Not being too naive.
6. Get a new handphone and also a camera! As I always wish too.
7. Updated my blog always! I did it always last year. LOL.
8. More readers. =)
9. Reduce my weight! Gained weight since last year. fml.
10. Hope everything that I wished will come true.



Gonna have bbq party later! btw.. is my uncle's birthday today! So ya, Happy Birthday Uncle and also Happy New Year!